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[30 Jan 2005|03:49pm]
i slept till one.
it was amazing.
i watched "funny girl" which seemed like a good idea because of julia bromka phillips intense love for it, but it was ridiculously long and barbra streisand can be REALLY annoying despite her amazing singing talent.
now i've got tutoring. WHAT DO I NEED TUTORING FOR? we haven't gone over any new things... so my mom is making me go anyway. :(
this sunday is so awesome because i don't have any homework. and tomorrow... no more ms.fatbitchhodumpyasscorporan.
and my mom is going to take me driving later on... gotta get some more practice in before the end of april. (i'm a bit sad i won't get it directly on my birthday, but eh... i wouldn't have been able to anyway because it's on a saturday.

2 little dreams| dream a little dream

[26 Jan 2005|11:50pm]
i've gone to bed at 2:00 am every single day this week.
and although i don't feel entirely prepared for algebra, i figured that i know most of the stuff i used to not know at all (i had this huge understanding while studying and i nearly peed myself) and i figured it doesn't matter anymore.

so i'm finally going to bed at a somewhat normal time.
i'm going to feel so good tomorrow despite all the things going on.
dream a little dream

[26 Jan 2005|07:50pm]


it seems i can only properly study when its around 10 and i realize i'm fucked if i don't.

tomorrow is going to suck SO much.
i can't wait for this fucking week to be over.

oh yeah.
no more ms.corporan for the rest of my life. this... is... awesome.
and julia gets her license on the 4th. hooray! never be late to school again!
dream a little dream

[26 Jan 2005|04:44pm]
hey... remember kerri russell?

she was actually really pretty.
she's gonna be in a new movie. so weird.
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[26 Jan 2005|03:43pm]
foxy is going back to the thoroughbred rescue center or whatever this weekend.

there go all my hopes.


this week sucks so so fucking much.
and i bet ariel is still sick. i'm so depressed.
1 little dream| dream a little dream

[26 Jan 2005|03:18pm]
my 3 hardest tests are coming up.

so when i don't know what to do with myself... i bake cookies.

algebra tomorrow and then i'm going to KILL myself over bio and history.
dream a little dream

[25 Jan 2005|05:57pm]
fuck you lynsey.
now i'm doing the horseland shit.


i've gone crazy and bought 3 horses and one of them has been horribly neglected :(!!!!

i'm so... addicted.

and when my away message says i'm studying... i'm really entering my horses into shows
2 little dreams| dream a little dream

[25 Jan 2005|04:52pm]
my house has a really old heating system... if you've ever been ot my house you'll note that whenever the heaters go off they make loud squeaking noises.... anyway. the heating works by this huge contraption in my basement. all my time living in this house i've been terrified of that heater because it's painted black and it's all scary looking like a monster.
anyway, i've gotten over that fear (or have i??!?) and i had to like... fill up the water in it just a few moments ago... and you'd think they'd make something like this a lot more convienient.... i had to like crawl under something and like be pressed up against the wall. i was so scared the thing would explode because when i started fill it up it started making these horrible noises.

i think that little... adventure has ended the heating systems reign over me.
dream a little dream

[25 Jan 2005|02:17pm]
my art midterm was actually one of the few that followed the criteria and was also one of the larger ones, so i feel good about myself.

uhuhuh i had too much coffee so i was really jittery the entire time.
mr.cleerdin made me popcorn because i was hungry and i was the only fatass who ate it.

most of the projects were pretty good and i felt pretty ok wiht mine.

after that a bunch of us went to bluestone. bluestone can be such a disappointment sometimes.

then i walked home and i read for a good hour. then i decided to clean up my artmidterm mess and in the process i got carried away and cleaned the whole house... oops.
2 little dreams| dream a little dream

[25 Jan 2005|01:49am]
probably the worst art midterm i've ever done.

but it's finished... my fingers are going to fall off and my back is dying.

g'night g'night
dream a little dream

[25 Jan 2005|12:15am]
dream a little dream

[25 Jan 2005|12:14am]

i just strained my back muscle from sitting in one position hunched over my art for too long and then stretching too quickly.
it was like this sudden hot pain in this one area of my back and now it's just this constant ache.
dream a little dream

[24 Jan 2005|11:31pm]
last year i finished by 12:00.... this year i'm shooting for... 1:00?

hopefully i'll find my camera so everyone can witness my genius
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[24 Jan 2005|10:39pm]
i want to gouge out my eyeballs with a spoon.
and my fingers feel like they have little squares of paper attached to them thanks to pressing the tiny pieces on.
i HATE art.
dream a little dream

[24 Jan 2005|09:20pm]
today i watched jesus christ superstar with ellie after school. it was interesting.


ellie and julia ruined my life with a batch of APPLE pancakes? what.

larn ate about 50 pancakes and died.

nickwald didn't appreciate that pancakes.

after school ellie, brain, and julia studied ap english at my house while i did my art project. it was wonderful because i would otherwise be subject to my parents wrath... they for some reason were in horrible moods and kept (whenever they caught me without my friends) yelling at me/telling me that i wasn't going to finish my project/tell me to do something

my mom went all out when everyone finally left and like pulled a maggie astor and slammed her fist on the table saying how i'm so messy.

otherwise today was wonderful because i laughed a lot.
poor brian had to deal with everything horrible (lovely) about julia.

all and all i would say a good day, but tonight.. i'm not getting any sleep.
tomorrow will be awesome because i only have one midterm
dream a little dream

[24 Jan 2005|01:18am]
my brain hurts so much right now
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[23 Jan 2005|11:20pm]
the happiest parts of my day:

- waking up at 11:30
- getting 1/3 of my artmidterm done
- finding out about the delayed opening
- finding an ap bio website with outlines of all the chapters... so i'll never have to read through the book again.

that is all.
dream a little dream

[21 Jan 2005|11:56pm]
today was nice.
i walked with julia and jesse to rent movies and then ate deli food and then me, julia, ellie, jesse, julia, and sophia watched "the bird cage" which is the best movie ever.

after that we kinda sat around. jim and julian came over and we just hung out in jesses room. we played twister, best game ever.
then we ate chinese food and i spent the rest of the time in jesses room with julia, jesse, and julian just talking.
1 little dream| dream a little dream

[18 Jan 2005|11:32pm]
Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.
dream a little dream

[17 Jan 2005|02:57pm]
will i ever get to where i'm going?
i woke up with the incubus song - "no where fast" stuck in my head, and now all i can do is listen to incubus.

lets see... yesterday i went to oxbow AGAIN. and then i came home and went to tutoring. then i went with jean and sophia to get chinese food and then we picked up becca and jesse. then we went to jeans and watched "now and then" and the golden globes. alex, lucas, and julia came over. we ended up getting boston market and it was so delicious.

julia, alex, lucas, jesse and i went back to jesses house and we wanted to watch "the bird cage" really badly but ended up lying in jesses bed.

at like 11:45 i walked home from jesses.
got pretty weirded out and then went to bed by 1:00.

i slept till 12:30.

i had my first nightmare in a while.
it involved my parents and i was in bed reading or something and i heard my dad coming upstairs and for some reason i was really scared of him to know i was awake so i rushed around my room turning off the lights (how many lights do i have in my room?) and i got into bed and all of a sudden the lights were still on and i kept turning them off but it wouldn't work. and i was lying in bed and realized i had like... no shirt on so i wrapped this blue fleece blanket around me and lay there really worried. i heard these loud banging noises and i figured my dad was coming up the stairs. but it was that freaky kind of movement where in scary movies someone moves REALLY fast and scary like. oh god. and it was really loud and i kept getting more and more scared. then all of a sudden i see my dad standing in the hallway and he sees me and hisses and quickly scrambles upstairs and i hear my mom say "stuart what's the problem?" and i start getting REALLY scared now.
and all of a sudden they're both standing in my door way and they ask me something. they then look at my lord of the rings poster that just isn't there anymore and their pupils dialate into these HUGE black holes and they start making these weird noises and start coming towards me talking like... christianity nonsense. and it was so weird and i was screaming at them and pleading with them telling them to stop and my mom came right up to my and put a picture of rosie over the poster and i ripped if off saying something. and they both got really pissed off and ran away. SO SCARY. oh god. the HUGE black holes and i knew for some reason it had to do with christianity? i don't even know. so then i wake up (in my dream) and i read the newspaper (some reason it was in my room?) and i see my dad (who apparently was running for mayor?) killed his apponent by EATING him. and i was like OH NO! it's that girl! and i read further it was some weird cult he was part of.
and all of a sudden the girl who had made my parents do this way lying on my floor. she looked like fiona apple and was wearing just a white tanktop and underwear and she was really skinny and scary looking at the same time very beautiful. and i got out of bed and she was like talking to me... and i was afraid she'd try to eat me so i started inching out of my room and she was saying how she meant no harm and how she couldn't get up so i offered to help her up and she reached out and slammed her hand into my eye. i looked at her astonished and she sweetly grinned at me and then said it was by accident and i knew she was meaning to eat me. so i tried to run away but she grabbed my ankle. it was like i was trying to scream but no noise was coming out. i was trying so hard to escape but i kept hitting a barrier. i was getting more and more freaked out when i woke up.
dream a little dream

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